Hair Woes

i can't deal with this damn hair no longer, no longer.
i said i can't deal with this damn hair no longer, no longer, no longerrrrrrr.
fin.

i've had my full head weave in for almost 2 months now and I'm sick and tired of it. can't wait to get my twists!!

but until then, i'll be singin my sad sad song.

YES WE CAN!

so the health care bill has been PASSED! this means that by 2014 every American will have health insurance/aid in some form. I cannot believe it took us this long to get to this point, but I'm so happy that our fabulous president made this remarkable step in the highly-discussed "change" of our nation. and, i get to stay on my mom's healthcare til im 26 woohoo! haha but definitely go to cnn.com or any other credible website or newschannel to find out more about the new bill and how it will affect you.

market, market, market!

so last night i took my first visit to trader joe's and... I LOVE IT!! there's a store about 8 minutes away from where I live, but I never went, and I was truly missing out. The store is quite small, I dont know if all of them are like that, but its size had me suspect because I figured there was gonna be nothing in there. But good things do indeed come in small packages. I was practically "ooh-ing" and "aah-ing" at everything. My mom and I spent two hours in there and we got SO much stuff for SO much money haha. And by the time I got home, I wanted to eat every single thing that we bought, even though it was like 10 o'clock at night.

This is the Vanilla Almond Granola Cereal that I bought last night and is my new favorite cereal. I really love granola, and if anybody else loves it as much as I do, you will definitely enjoy it =] Along with cereal, I bought some juice (not from concentrate), yogurt, pasta, bacon (mmmmmm), organic popcorn, mint ice cream, spices, and a whole lot more. I'm trying to eat healthier, for the most part, and not consume as much harmful ingredients that are present in a lot of processed foods. So, if your looking to establish a more organic lifestyle, or just interested in exploring the store, I highly recommend it!

p.s. If you don't have this store in your neighborhood, there are plenty of other organic-based markets, such as Whole Foods, and even farmers markets, which are small, outdoor markets.

saturday shennanigans

i just finished a walk/workout/relationship counseling with my good friend Ketsie. we've been friends since 97, now thats tight. the friendship has fluctuated over the years, but its weird going a day not talking or texting to her haha. i've been listening to "Paris (Aeroplane Remix)" by Friendly Fires since last night, LOVE LOVE this song. you can hear it in the new Adidas commercial also. i think im gonna stop now before i get sick of it, nooooo =[ maybe a little kanye will do.

right now, the hardest thing for me to do is letting go. im trying, im trying. its getting easier, it was harder to stomach a couple of months ago, but as time progresses, things change. people change. i change. as of now, i declare myself done worrying about the past and why it isn't my present. its time to move on. kiss-ass kim with no backbone is going, going, gone. goodbye.

i went to the gyno for the first time yesterday.

OMGGGGGGWTFWTFWTFWTFAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

it felt like i was losing it all over again.

Poor Girl

You've got another love
and I know it
Someone who adores you
just like me
Hanging on your words
like they were gold
Thinking that she understands
your soul
Poor Girl
Just like me.

You're breaking another heart
and I know it
And there's nothing
I can do
If I try to tell her
what I know
She'll misunderstand
and make me go
Poor Girl
Just like me.

You're going to leave her too
and I know it
She'll never know
what made you go
She'll cry and wonder
what went wrong
Then she'll begin
to sing this song
Poor Girl
Just like me.

Maya Angelou

i've began baking. biggest reason: i have an incessant sweet tooth, and i'm tired of always buying oreos, filled with crazy calories haha. these are my take on sweet cinammon rolls.

the MONSTER reigns.

So, Lady Gaga's highly anticipated "Telephone" video premiered on thursday. I might be biased in my opinion, (love me some GAGA!) but I really enjoyed the video. When I first saw 9:32 at the bottom of the screen, I thought maybe it was gonna be some extremely drawn out mediocre mess, I mean the song is only 4 minutes long! But it was definitely entertaining and took an artistic approach that I guess most aren't comfortable with, or just find weird as hell. But it is a continuation from paparazzi, so to me it made perfect sense. I loved how Gaga was able to not take herself too seriously, adding the line "I told you she didn't have a dick," which alluded to the highly publicized rumor that she was a hermaphrodite.

And I definitely loved it WAY more than video phone. That video was too much of a mess that made no sense. "Telephone" had a clear direction, a great concept, the choreography was alright, but the fashion was crazy! Another hit!

p.s. Kill Bill is one of my favorite movies, so the pussy wagon was alright with me ;]

hoorah!

midterms are DONE! like 300 elephant pounds off my shoulders. only thing in way of me and my spring break is this essay.



>:0 times a million.

so, its 2:42 on a beautiful sunday afternoon. i'm inside, bleh. but i have 3 tests coming up this week, so i guess its necessary. i need to paint my nails, i need some color back in my life.

okay, so im gonna start gettng knee-deep in some personality chapters, ugggh.